Friday, August 19, 2011

This Moment



{this moment} - A Friday ritual inspired by SouleMama. A single photo capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.
If you're inspired to do the same, leave a link to your 'moment' in the comments for all to find and see.



Monday, August 15, 2011

Bring The Rain

(This video is for listening purposes. You don't have to watch it.)


"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass... It is about learning how to dance in the rain."



















"Tears of joy are like the summer rain drops pierced by sunbeams."


"Let the rain kiss you.  Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops.  Let the rain sing you a lullaby."















“The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain."



Psalms 147:8
He covers the sky with clouds; he supplies the earth with rain and makes grass grow on the hills.

Friday, August 12, 2011

The Stolen Child(hood)

I had heard of the poem, The Stolen Child, in the past, but had never really read it through until now. While some people may find it a bit creepy, I find it enchanting. I mean, if you read the word "faery" (the European spelling for "Fairy") the same way I do. Not as someone, but something. As a word to discribe imagination and discovery. The poem becomes, not about a creature that lures children into its world, but about a daydream, a walk in the woods, a jump into a newly rain filled puddle, a dig in the dirt, an imaginary friend, a world that a child might simply get lost in. Like a Mama at supper time, it calls to them.

"Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild.
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand."

The world IS full of weeping. Too many times these days, our children are forced to deal with the sadness of life. Too many times are there no ways around fears and grief. How else can they escape it if not with a "fairy"? If not with a childhood that is full of love, happiness, and adventure? It seems, these days that less children are being stolen by "fairies", and more childhoods are being stolen by... us.

As a society, we are forcing more and more of the adult world on our little ones. Pushing them to grow up by allowing them to do grown up things. As parents, it is our duty to defend their innocence. To protect them from the hatred, and the filth, and the pain of this world. To say "NO"! But do we? Do we go out of our way to give them what they deserve, what every child should have? Or are they, like the rest of us, just expected to look out for themselves? And when their tiny hearts cannot take any more of the weeping of this world, we blame them. We say that there is something wrong with them. We lable them. We chemically alter their brains to accomodate this "fast pace, no grace" way of life that we have become accustomed to. To zombify then into submission. To silence their cries for help. And in the end, as our culture slips away from all things humane and decent and further into a world full of weeping, we wonder why.

I have no fear of my children being stolen by fairies (Perhaps because I have been stolen by fairies myself). It is this world I would fear (If this world were my home, that is. But I am just passing through). All I can do, all each of us can do, is to steal back our little ones' childhoods from this cruel world. To stand up for those who are too weak to stand up for them elves. To rescue them from ourselves.

Clap your hands if you beleive in fairies!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Change

Monday was our anniversary. The Hubs and I have been married for three years (together for six and a half). Despite the struggles we have gone through, they have definitely been the best years of my life. So many things have happened. So many more things to come.

I have changed so much since we got married. I was painfully shy. A very nervous person who could barely make a phone call to set up an appointment or return an item at a store without have a minor panic attack. I was very comfortable with my issues. I had learned to work around them. Avoiding people and topics that might cause me to do any more than answer yes or no. The Hubs on the other hand, is a people person. We worked well together. He didn't mind making phone calls or dealing with people for me. He was kinda like my PR person, as well as my husband. I realized when Bunny was born that sometimes not standing up means laying down and dying. These days, I am not nearly so shy. I can talk without freaking out. People that just meet me don't even know that I once would have been happy to live out my days in simple hermitage. I blame Bunny for bringing me out of my shell and into this wide world that is full of possibilities. She makes me brave. She makes me strong. Even in my weakest moment.

The Hubs (who I have recently been calling Papa) has changed some too. First of all, he now has chest hair (and a lot more facial hair). Tehehe. Secondly, it turns out that he is an amazing papa. I mean, I always knew that he would be a good dad, But he really amazes me when he is with Bunny. It kinda makes me love him even more. Thirdly, he has really let go of a lot of things that were holding him back. Taken a lot of his worries and hurts and laid them down for our happiness.

As we grow and change, I am thankful that, like two vines growing side by side, we have become entangled in each other even more. So that it is sometimes hard to determine where his heart ends and mine begins. I am also thankful that we have a God who is never changing. Never. In these three years we have been pregnant three times. While two of our tiny babies have gone home ahead of us, Bunny is our daily (sometimes several times a day) reminder the we are not done here yet. There is still work left to do (I will write more about it at some point... Not yet, but soon). I sometimes forget that I am only 21 and Papa is only 22. Children really. How is it that we have been through so much together already? How is it that we have been strong enough to make it this far? Only through Him have we climbed our mountains. Only through Him and the people He has put in our lives have we found hope for what is to come.

Papa will be starting a new job soon. A job that requires him to be out of town a lot. We have never been apart in all this time. This makes the idea of out of town work a bit disheartening. While we are praying for a job closer to home, we know that this is a good job and a good opportunity. An opportunity that we can't (at this point) turn down. We now stand on the edge of a cliff. I hold my breath, and with Bunny on my hip, I take Papa's hand and jump. Whether we end up with something solid to stand on or learning to fly has yet to be determined. All I can do for now is take one day (one step) at a time and pray that God opens and closes doors for us along this path He has set us on.



"When you come to the edge of all the light you know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, FAITH is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught how to fly." --Barbara J. Winter


Saturday, August 6, 2011

Bunny's First Solo Day

Yesterday, Bunny's mama and papa had some errands to run, so Bunny (on her 16th month birthday) spent the morning at An Enchanted Childhood Playschool, without her mama, for the first time ever!  I hope her mama and papa enjoy this little peek into her morning!


Ut oh, CousinMonkey brought sausage on a stick (a cousin to corndog??) to share with everyone and even though Nana tried to keep Bunny from coveting it, Nana soon gave in to the sad pleas and allowed her a little bit.


Followed by her organic cheerios, organic milk, and "clean 15" bananas.


Next we stepped outside to look at the flowers and pick a Black-eyed Susan.


And catch a little butterfly to show her "friends"!


After our normal morning routine, we headed out for a nature walk.










And "CreekTime"!!



 Bunny had a good morning, but was very happy to see Mama and Papa come for lunch!





***Hannah will be back to blogging soon.  She suffered a miscarriage two weeks ago, when the baby was eight weeks along, and it still recovering physically and emotionally.  Until she returns here, please keep her and her family in your prayers.***

Friday, August 5, 2011

This Moment

{this moment} - A Friday ritual inspired by SouleMama. A single photo capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.
If you're inspired to do the same, leave a link to your 'moment' in the comments for all to find and see.